utterly_toxic (utterly_toxic) wrote in vaginas_only,

first gyno visit

Hi-- I am new to the group but I have confidence that you ladies can help me out!

I have been sexually active (with the same person) for about 4 years and have never had a problem till this weekend-- the condom broke. I really didnt think he got any inside of me since he pulled out, but he freaked and we went to get me Plan B (emergency morning after pill). The whole incident has made me so upset that I decided it is time for me to take care of myself and get on birth control.

My gyno appointment is this Wednesday and I am MORTIFIED to go. I have read online what they will do but I still am having issues with the fact that they put stuff inside of me-- espeically the "two fingers" part. I know it may sound lame, but I attribute fingers inside of me like sexual fingering and can't bear to think that anyone but my SO will have "done that to me." (I am a southern girl who has strong feelings that I should only be with one person sexually, but I guess since I started at an early age and it was/is premarital I won't be getting "sainted" anytime soon).

Anyway-- has anyone else felt like this? How did you overcome it?

Thanks alot :-)
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